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Yeah I know I haven’t been on in a day or so, but things have been happening.
Ana is becoming more and more prominent in my life; one day I’m eating small meals the next day even the thought of food sickens me. And I love it.
I’ve lost Mia somewhere between Ana and selfharm. I haven’t purged in days, and the feeling of food in my stomach sickens me.
I will be on tomorrow, I’ll see you all then x
-K xo
Hi guys! If you want to go check out my website (like on a actual computer) I have a new section on my blog named ‘Self Harm’. And it explains everything better over there! SO go check it out!
-K xo
Hello again. I’m sorry I didn’t post yesterday, but I was busy. (Busy fasting & purging) Yeah, I’ve began to purge. My friend that I told that too says I have Bulimia, and she wants to purge too. Which sucks, because I know she only wants to because I am; but I’m not stopping. You know? I’m 190lbs, which is two pounds lighter! I’ve lost two pounds in two days! If I keep this fasting, purging, working out cycle going I really could meet my goal weight by New Years!
Also, if you want to see my goal-date-count-down, it’s on the right side of my blog! Three months left! I feel like I can do this!
Comment below your dream weight, or your goal weight right now! We can do this together guys!
-K xo
Hello all my little beauties, so I’ve come to the realization that the ‘Morning After’ a fast is the worst, and best feelings ever.
So, how I thought up this topic would be; I just woke up. I’ve been fasting for about a day now and I feel like, just ew, but I feel really good. Its like a really good empty feeling, but at the same time you always feel more tired then you should be.
Now, I’m only taking this experience from water fasting; which, if you didn’t know, is where you only drink water. That’s all you can have. You kind of feel really tired in the morning, but as the day moves on and you drink more water – boom. You feel better!
I hope this shed some more light on fasting, and I will be doing more posts today about a new secret section of my blog that will be up shortly!
-K xo
This is going to be the section of my blog where I can share stories, write whatever, vent and be sort of a ‘journal’ thing. So brace yourselves.
So today was quite ok, I guess. I woke up and my mom was in my room turning off my fan, she said she was leaving to go to my brothers football game and so was everyone else. I obviously didn’t want to go, so I stayed home. Well, she didn’t really give me a choice. She kind of just left me here.
This is what happens every fucking year; my brother starts football, and my parents ignore me. They never went to any of my sport events, so I just stopped playing sports. They never went to any of my guitar classes, not even my dance classes. They always put my brother first, and I told them how I felt and they yelled at my for being ungrateful. Of course I’m thankful for them, and I don’t want to seem like I’m not; but they treat me like a piece of shit all the time.
Anyways, I binged twice. I almost had a full 24 hours on my fast and I fucking broke. That’s what happens when I’m home alone. I break. And I hate it. But I hate being around people too, so maybe I should just throw out all the food in my house.
I’m fasting right now, and let me tell you; when you’re as big as me, or you love food as much as me, it sucks. But I know it will all be perfect in the end when I’m all skinny.
Honestly even during my fast, if someone offers me just a bit of cookie or candy or gum I cave. I don’t think ‘I’m fasting, I can’t’ I just talk with my stomach and say yes. But that’s going to change this year. Right here, right now; I will not break my fast once unless someone shoves food down my throat.
Seriously this post was just to vent the events (ha) that happened today. I will probably do this every day, but eh, if I skip one, who really cares.
-K xo
This is the beginning of my thinspo section of this blog! hope you all enjoy!
-K xo
Purging is a very serious topic to discuss, but I’ve decided to talk about it anyways.
Purging means throwing up what you’ve eaten, (forcing yourself to vomit). But as disgusting as it sounds, and is; it works. I’ve purged twice in my whole Ana Life, and only once have I not been able to. And let me tell you; it’s the worst feeling in the world to purge. But it helps me fast in the sense that I know if I eat or binge, I will purge. That’s how it helps me.
And I know this wasn’t very long, but I don’t have much experience in the whole purging topic. So anyone who knows more about it / does it on a regular basis, comment below to help me and everyone else out there!
-K xo
Hello future Ana’s! Here are some quick tips to fasting you might not have known before; or you just need some mind refreshing. I mean, we aren’t all perfect.
1. Chew gum. Its basically eating without the calories and the swallowing; and it tastes good! Just watch out for the total calories in some gum, you could be eating cals that you don’t want!
2. If you are water fasting; great. But need I express the absolute value of water? 0 calories. A big, fat zero. So binge away on water! It fills you up without the calories, and it keeps you hydrated! But Ice water is the best; because its so cold, your body actually uses calories to warm it up. so by drinking ice cold water, you could be losing some calories!
3. Ignore everyone. I have this problem on the daily; people commenting on me not eating. What I do is simple; ignore them. Because while you get skinny and pretty, they will be wallowing in food and fat. Be proud!
And that’s all the fasting basics / tips I have for now. Check back soon for more tips, tricks, and even Q & A about my fasting!
-K xo
Hello my fellow Ana followers, my name is K. In this current post I’ll be explaining myself, and showing you all what my goals are.
So, first I should share my stats. My current weight is around 194lbs, gross, I know. My goal weight is 90lbs. I am 5’1 and extremely fat. The reason I’ve decided to create this website is to help all you other Ana followers who are having trouble keeping up with your fasts / and or having bingeing problems. Of course, I have them too. But this way I can stick to my goals, and hopefully you can stick to yours too!
So this blog will have everything from thinspo, to Ana tips and tricks. I will also find a way to have a message board where you all can help each other out. Also, for everyone who would prefer to be on Tumblr or Instagram, my Tumblr is breathingana.tumblr.com // and my instagram username is @straight.cut
I hope this cleared somethings up, and the fast that I will recommend and I use is the Water Fast. Which is just having water, and only water. It fills you up and its better then food; 0 calories!
Well, I’ll be on all night posting and making this blog perfect. So happy fasting!
-K xo
Breathing Ana 